Today while waiting for Sacrament Meeting to start, I opened my notebook and rather than just flipping through it like I normally do, I decided to start right at the beginning. The beginning of this notebook is all just gibberish. It's old notes that I took when I first moved to Texas, things about an upcoming activity, little descriptions of people so I could learn names, things like that. I always skip the first of my notebook when I'm just looking through it. I was giggling over my little notes when I saw this note I had written for my friend. This brain of mine isn't that good, so I didn't have a clue what the scripture was about. It was an answer to my prayers. You all may be wondering what the scripture is, and I'm not going to tell you. Sorry. I've had a lot of very sacred experiences this week, and I just don't feel that I should be sharing the details of them. Friday and Saturday were very hard days for me. I know what I know, I know what I learned in the temple this week. There are times though, that the temple feels far away, and the Devil works on you, and you start to question revelation. (Stupid Devil. I totally want to kick him. He's lame.)
When I wrote down the little note for my friend, I thought it was just for her. I had no idea that almost two years later I would need the same type of comfort. That I would need a boost to my faith. Today I am grateful. I am grateful for friends. For the Scriptures. For revelation. For the Holy Ghost. For being worthy of the Spirit. For a loving Heavenly Father who finds ways to answer my unending pleas for help. Yes, there are still problems. Yes, I am still sad. But I have reason to hope. I know what can be, and I have to have the faith that it will happen. I don't really know what to do. But I know, if I give it my all, and then exercise patience (that's the hardest part for me) that Heavenly Father will take care of it all. I will be able to see him working in my life. And in the lives of people I love. He is perfect. And I can always have faith in him.
I LOVE THE GOSPEL!!!